Gahhhhh

Apparently, the rishtaa I’m meeting next month is a green-card holder. This is not good, because A.) The Cultural Difference and B.) The fact that the only people I know who got green-card marriages were screwed over since the visa/green-card holder took advantage of the person’s US citizenship. I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS. Also, he’s less educated than I am, which I’m trying to convince myself isn’t a bad thing, but it honestly bothers me.

And second, past is getting back to me, and I’m trying not to freak out.